Baha. This post will be short but I got out of work today and to my right is my car. To the left is someone LOVING on my car. Too funny.
So. I went to post placement today for the first time in a while. And I apologize to all the girls that were there. I had a pretty angry word vomit. My blog is apart of me to vent. But there are certain things I would LOVE to vent about. But I'm sure I'll get, "Be happy. Things turned out for the better." Or I'd just get angry e-mails saying I can't say that. Funny how people tell me what I should write on my blog. The last time I checked, it was mine.
I didn't realize how much anger and resentment I have built up. I guess apart of me doesn't understand why I feel this way. I don't think it's normal. Should it be? Should I be angry? I'm sorry to those- but I do feel a little bit... off. Maybe it's stress? Maybe it's just another step in the grieving process? I can't seem to find the right words to say anymore.
Anger. Frustration. Confusion.
More tomorrow? We'll see.
Andee gets married tomorrow :) I'm SO excited for her! Congrats to her and Tyson!
P.S. I regret to inform. The blog below that I posted about the (birth)grandmother has gone private. :(