Wednesday, July 22, 2009
VA Picture Blog
#1- 3d/4d ultrasound :)
#2- L and I at the beach.
#4- 3d/4d ultrasound
#5- Brigham Young
#6- The park
#7- Pregnant curves.
#8- The pool.
#9- B being studly.
#10- B being an A&F model.
#11- Olivia's closet :)
#12- I thought this was cute, bins of clothes for Olivia.
#13- Olivia's crib.
#14- V's favorite firework picture.
#15- My favorite heartshaped firework.
#16 the ceiling in the Rotunda.
#17- Foot in the sand.
#18- Flower in the gardens.
#19- Spider web.
#20- Jefferson Memorial
#21- L and I at the Jefferson Memorial.
#22- Jefferson Memorial again.
#23- Infront of Obama's crib.
#24- White house.
#25- It rained for a second.
#27- You can kind of see the Washington memorial in the background.
#28- V and I at the Lincoln Memorial.
#29- B and I
#30- B and I looking at Mr. Abe.
#31- For RuthAnn.
#32- Playing in the water.
#33- World War II memorial.
I numbered them so it would be easier to comment.
So, here's a story. I talked to N today. Well, I ran into him at his work. I was buying things for a friend and I was walking out and saw him sitting at McDonald's. I thought he was on break and I had on me a copy of the 3d/4d ultrasound so I gave it to him.
Uh, I don't think I should go into huge details about the conversation.
He doesn't understand why I'm mad at him all the time.
I just don't think it's fair that I have to go through the 10 months of pregnancy (40 weeks peeps, come on.) and then he gets to have the fun part after I'm all done going through all of that.
Then he doesn't know how to be involved because I don't really tell him how and that he thinks it's just for me and not for Olivia.
All I said is that she's not her own person yet to support her so he's just going to have to deal with me for a while. And it may not be financial support or physical support. More just emotional support. If I see him trying to make an effort to talk to me and see how I'm doing or how Olivia is doing. Or if I it's even just a simple conversation then I'll be okay to know that he's doing his best in supporting her. I don't think I'm asking for a whole bunch. I'm not asking him to marry me or to be Olivia's father. I'm not asking him to hand over thousands of dollars or asking him to buy me things all the time or to buy her things. It's more I'm asking him to at least appreciate the girl carrying his baby.