Oh I so wish I could have stayed longer!! after I left my dad was like oh I wasn't expecting you till like quarter to 4! And I was like, I would look really stupid and saying I can stay later! I was kind of mad! :P LOL All well! And it would have been nice to see Olivia again... but maybe hope for a chance to see her in December since val and Dustinn are coming down right? Have fun at the Mall with Andee! :D
oh and I did a post about Olivia and my visit to the hospital to see Olivia for the first time... I hope it's ok... if you want me to delete it... that's fine... or if you want me to add anything... please let me know! :D www.swimmingviolist.blogspot.com
I am a friend of Valerie's and I found your blog through hers. I read this post and my heart started to hurt. I honestly can't imagine what you must be feeling. It would be so hard.
I happen to be a mother of one and a step-mother of 2. And although I do not get to be with my step-daughters all the time, I am always thinking of them.
No matter if you gave Olivia to them or not, you are connected to her. You love her and you are rooting for her behind the scenes. You are kind of like her Guardian Angel, Fairy God-Mother or her Spirit Mother. Any good you do in this life, she will be blessed by and your ripple effect will touch her life whether she knows it or not.
Above all else, you gave her life and you gave Valerie another chance to be a mother. Your life will be blessed for being so good and selfless. I don't know how you have found the courage and character to do what you have done, but you are rare. You are unique and you are amazing. Hold onto that and you will be just fine.
Take care and remember to give yourself a little love. You deserve it.
Oh I LOVE that purple dress on her!
ReplyDeleteYay for hanging out with a good friend:) Enjoy your night!
ReplyDeleteOh I so wish I could have stayed longer!! after I left my dad was like oh I wasn't expecting you till like quarter to 4! And I was like, I would look really stupid and saying I can stay later! I was kind of mad! :P LOL All well! And it would have been nice to see Olivia again... but maybe hope for a chance to see her in December since val and Dustinn are coming down right? Have fun at the Mall with Andee! :D
ReplyDeleteoh and I did a post about Olivia and my visit to the hospital to see Olivia for the first time... I hope it's ok... if you want me to delete it... that's fine... or if you want me to add anything... please let me know! :D www.swimmingviolist.blogspot.com
ReplyDeleteYou look really confused in some of those pictures. "HURROW, I'M STEFANIE. WHUTZ GOING ON HURRR?" You ate too much cake, didn't you? I knew it.
ReplyDeleteha! yup..I definitely hate you for some of those pictures! ..and your face is not fat.
ReplyDeleteps..I had fun a the mall. ;)
I am a friend of Valerie's and I found your blog through hers. I read this post and my heart started to hurt. I honestly can't imagine what you must be feeling. It would be so hard.
ReplyDeleteI happen to be a mother of one and a step-mother of 2. And although I do not get to be with my step-daughters all the time, I am always thinking of them.
No matter if you gave Olivia to them or not, you are connected to her. You love her and you are rooting for her behind the scenes. You are kind of like her Guardian Angel, Fairy God-Mother or her Spirit Mother. Any good you do in this life, she will be blessed by and your ripple effect will touch her life whether she knows it or not.
Above all else, you gave her life and you gave Valerie another chance to be a mother. Your life will be blessed for being so good and selfless. I don't know how you have found the courage and character to do what you have done, but you are rare. You are unique and you are amazing. Hold onto that and you will be just fine.
Take care and remember to give yourself a little love. You deserve it.